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Life around the world

Room to grow

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I live on the top floor of an apartment block overlooking the ocean. Just across the road is a bakery overflowing with croissants, fresh bread and fancy baked treats. It’s funny how fond I am of this little bakery despite the fact that there is nothing I can eat there, thanks to gluten intolerance. There are two things it provides me with other than the tempting smell of pain au chocolats, and that’s borrowed Wi-Fi when our internet cuts and endless occasions for people-watching.

The person who intrigued me the most today was the awkward looking 20-something-year-old man with tied-back scruffy fair hair under a straw sun hat. He was lost and was staring down at his phone walking backwards and forwards and round in circles but always with a sense of purpose until he disappeared off up a side street.

There’s a homeless man who spends the days talking to the pigeons just outside our flats. Its 35ºC here but I’ve never seen him without his thick leather jacket, all torn and worn. We always nod at each other or say 'bonjour' and his presence has become a reminder to slow down on the busy street.

I’m sitting here at my desk with a cup of Yorkshire tea which arrived in the post last week. It seems like time has just zoomed past and landed me here on this island in this adult body. Being on the other side of the world gives so much room to grow and at the same time keeps a certain dose of nostalgia alive, giving people and places from back home an overwhelming sense of significance.

Sometimes I love the fact that I showed up here alone and get to make all my choices on my own terms with endless adventures to be had. Other times, like this morning, I’ll be swimming in the sea watching the fish with my mask and snorkel and I’ll notice the empty space beside me which marks the transition from childhood to adulthood. My dad’s not by my side to explore the rocks together and make funny faces under the water. So I make funny faces at the fish but it’s not the same.

I always wanted to live by the beach in a hot country, travel the world and learn another language. But something very important that I’ve learnt is that even when living the dream, life has inevitable ups and downs, highlights and dips and its okay to sometimes miss home. 


What would you miss from home if you moved far away? 


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gianggiang 28 January, 2016 - 17:25

I lived far from home for three years, so I understand clearly feelings when a student have to live without her/ his parents. When I lived in my aunt's house, I missed my mother and my younger brother's noisy games. Furthermore, I also missed times I read books in my own room when the weather was inclement in the winter and cool at dawn. I couldn't forget flowers which I myself planted them near the window. At ten o' clock, all flowers blossomed. When I was not at home, nobody watered them, so they died.
My laptop, my bookshelf, my dolls, my hand made gifts,....each object carries a sorrowful or happy memory.Now,I have a normal life like many students ,I am surrounded by my mother's care, good relationships with friends and some quarrels with my brother :). Everything seems to be reverse, I miss my aunt and the indolent cat of hers, I always consider her house my second home, so I also miss the small bookshelf, swans and stars made of papers. I wonder if the hydrangea I planted blossomed or not....
Possibly, that hydrangea blossomed, but my aunt and her husband took no notice of it.
Possibly, it died in silence in a corner of the balcony on a rainy day.
I planted it, watered it, looked after it by myself. So, maybe only I know about its existence.
Each of us has a memory, it is like a ribbon combining our past and current lives. My memories shorten the distance between two houses : my mother - my aunt, my dolls- my aunt's cat,...

Rainy days, wet and cold weather, flowers. gifts, lazy cat, bookshelf....I love all of them..... sleep well my memories...but please don't move far away.....

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Elsa007 27 January, 2016 - 12:35

I've never moved far away from home for a long time, but I would definitly miss my mom's cooking and local good!

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